1. |
On Our Way
04:05
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On Our Way
Pack your bags and you're going on your way
You gotta, gotta feeling and the feeling's so bright now
The world's alive and you're on your way
You’re goin’, goin’ on holiday, you're flying away now
Day’s arrived, it’s time to split
Call a cab or thumb a lift
Take the car or jump a train
We all get there in our own sweet way
Counting the days ‘til you can get away
Now that day has come
OTT or TLC
DIY or VIP
IMO or OMG
R and R in a B in B
Pack your bags and you're going on your way
You gotta, gotta feeling and the feeling's so bright now
The world's alive and you're on your way
You’re goin’, goin’ on holiday, you're flying away now
Gotta keep moving, no time to stop
Time to check in or is it bag drop?
Queuing again but they’re keeping us safe
A quick rub down and we're on our way
A quick rub down and we're on our way
A quick rub down and we're on our way
An early start from the duty free?
Bite to eat or maybe a coffee?
Pay a call, browse the books?
Maybe pause and take a look?...
We’re all making the same escape
We're all heading to the same place
We're all rushing for the same plane
Getting away from the same things
OTT or TLC
DIY or VIP
IMO or OMG
P and P in a B in B
Flight turns green, you rush to the gate
One final check and you’re on the plane
Roy, Sam, Naz and an older lady
They’re there for your comfort but primarily your safety
Finally at ease
You start to relax
You’re really on your way
And you’re never coming back
Pack your bags and you're going on your way
You gotta, gotta feeling and the feeling's so bright now
The world's alive and you're on your way
You’re goin’, goin’ on holiday you're flying away now
Make a change - we all want fun
Use your energy - or laze in the sun?
Change the pace – but time is short
Time to be vigorous - or do nothing at all?
Dreams of life - life of dreams
We finally arrive – and life begins
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2. |
Pool Party
04:06
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Going away for the first time
Got it all in front of you
Time to play your part in the human race
Wanna jump into the pool
Splashing around may be part of the fun
But there’s more to this than getting wet…and…
Acting this way may feel a little weird, but…
Deep down you know it and you’ll never forget, so…
Join the dance and do your thing
Just get drunk and dive right in, because…
There is no wrong - there is no right
There’s you and me - we’re here tonight
I get it up - you pull them down
I stick it in - I pull it out
I would like to talk to you
But I haven’t got the time
Let’s just get on down to this
The party of all-time
The party of all-time
The pool party of all-time
There is no wrong and there is no right
There’s you and me and we’re here tonight
I get it up, you pull them down
I stick it in, I move it ‘round
You can’t be too choosy
Time to cast your net wide
You’ll find no one better around
At least not for tonight
The struggle for existence can be so fun
Taking ‘bout as much as you get
Getting down like this might not feel right, but…
You’re working yourself up into a sweat, so…
Join the dance and do your thing
Just get drunk and dive right in, because…
There is no wrong - there is no right
There’s you and me - we’re here tonight
I get it up - you pull them down
I stick it in - I pull it out
I would like to talk to you
But I haven’t got the time
Let’s just get on down to this
The party of all-time
The party of all-time
The pool party of all-time
I would like to talk to you
But I haven’t got the time
Let’s just get on down to this
The gene pool party of all-time
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3. |
Dark Fruit
03:52
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We’ve been going out
For nearly nine months now
But now we’ve come this far
I’m starting to have my doubts
Not sure you like yourself
Or know how to be free
You’re maybe a bit too nice
And I think you’re ashamed of me
I wanna hold your hand
As we're walking down the street
But you're trailing far behind
Your hands in your dungarees
We’re not a filthy secret
It's not a heinous deed
We won't be flogged or publicly cuffed
Unless we want to be
There's more to life than oranges
Dark fruits are calling me
The epitome of all I want
Fresh, exotic, ripe and sweet
But is it ripe or bruised?
Is it sour or sweet?
Have you bitten into something bitter?
Are there strands between your teeth?
The breeders can fuck themselves
If they don’t like what we are
A couple of straight-up lesbians
Who both like the salad bar
I wish we were more two-way
Feels like I'm always giving
I wish you’d take the lead sometimes
And do me with a strap-on
The rub is: you’re too white, too uptight
And you need to lighten up
I wish you could but
I’m not sure if a tan’s enough
The bargirl with the big brown eyes
Feels like I can see her soul
Don’t want to cheat on you but she’s smiling at me
As I sink into this hole…
There's more to life than oranges
Dark fruits are calling me
The epitome of all I want
Fresh, exotic, ripe and sweet
But is it ripe or just bruised?
Is it sour or sweet?
Have you bitten into something bitter?
Are there strands between your teeth?
No one else around - there's no one to see
We can fool around - it's fine to be with me
Want to be with you - but can't hide our love away
I wanna to be with you - but something's got to change
I always want to be with you - I love what I see
I want to be with you - can't date an absentee
Who cuts out the parts - that no one can see
But I want all of you - can't date an actuary
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4. |
The Perfect Couple
03:48
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I'll love you the whole of our lives
I'll love you ‘til the end of time
Be at your side if you can't get around
Yes, me too… and I'll push you around
But right now
We're the perfect couple
We're on our honeymoon
And nothing can ever go wrong
I'd still love you if you couldn't see your feet
I'll still love you when you start to seep
I'd care for you if you’re in poor health
I'd clean you up if you soiled yourself
But right now
We're the perfect couple
We're on our honeymoon
And nothing can ever go wrong
(They’re the perfect couple)
Tell each other and those around you
Hopefully makes it true
Tell each other you’re not alone
Hope-filled dreams of romantic love
Sealed with the exchange of rings
They're the perfect couple
The idyllic husband with his idyllic wife
Perfecting the image of a superior existence
No doubt, a perfect life
You’re my night of passion
It doesn't matter if you're barren
(Bear witness to the perfect couple)
I adore male pattern baldness
I long for vaginal dryness
But right now
We're the perfect couple
We're on our honeymoon
And nothing can ever go wrong
To me, your impetigo lights up your face
However diseased, my love would never change
I'd kiss your cist
I'd eat your shit
But right now
We're the perfect couple
We're on our honeymoon
And nothing can ever go wrong
He won’t want to spend our time
Playing and watching sport
She doesn’t mind my time with friends
She’s fine when we’re apart
He’ll shape up, he wants to change
He listened to what I said
She’s coaxing out my softer side
I love to talk but let’s go to bed
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5. |
Member of the Guild
04:37
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No invitation-only
No private members club
No elitist bullshit
Just people united in their love
I'm a member of The Guild, number 442
With a special cap, embroidered badge
And a left leg tattoo
Just like-minded people together
You’re free to join if you want
Well actually
It’s 27 pounds a year
Just to cover costs
If this is your thing
We’ll welcome you in
To join a club where there's only one rule
Share the joy of what we do
I'm a middle-aged man who lives alone
I know what people say
He sits at home, on his own,
Watching porn, wanking all day
But I find a deeper joy
Pursuing personal passions
Relieving myself, being myself
With skill and knowledge and invention
I'm a member of The Guild, number 442
With a special cap, embroidered badge
And a left leg tattoo
It's more than a hobby
It's a way of life
Found in bedrooms and garages
In village halls and distant moors
If something’s your thing
Someone somewhere will welcome you in
And if you're still not sure
You probably haven't seen
Our award-winning
38-page, feature-filled
Member's magazine
I'm a self-confessed obsessive
And I'm saying it with pride
I'm a member of the guild
'Til the say that I die
Day-to-day
No one listens to what I say
You wouldn't even notice me
If you walked past me in the street
But once a year
I come away here
I’m the king of the convention
A celebrity for a week
You can laugh if you like
You may think it's perverse
But I'm the master of my own universe
I'm a member of The Guild, number 442
With a special cap, embroidered badge
And a left leg tattoo
I'm a member of The Guild, number 442
With a special cap, embroidered badge
And a left leg tattoo
I'm a member of The Guild, number 442
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6. |
The Last Hurrah
03:45
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No bullshit from the doctor, he gave it to me straight
I’ve only months to live, just time for one last break
Now it’s time to live my life like I’ve never done before
Now I’ve nothing left to lose, it’s time for the last hurrah
Never peaked, never dared do, all the things I wanted to
Now it’s time to take some risks, got a big bastard bucket list
It’s never too late to listen to my bitter-sweet advice
Now I know I'm dying, I've never been more alive
Strap me to a parachute, bungee rope or death slide
Want to put my life in danger. I think I’ll take up crime:
Burgle the next-door neighbours; shoplift; defraud the golf club;
Have a go at street robbery; then I want to do a bank job
Now’s the time for me to do things that I’ve been too scared to
Wave goodbye to this safe life with a great big fuck you
Cos now’s the time to live my life like I’ve never done before
Now I’ve nothing left to lose, it’s time for the last hurrah
Never peaked, never dared do, all the things I wanted to
Now it’s time to take some risks, got a big bastard bucket list
It’s never too late to listen to my bitter-sweet advice
Now I know I'm dying, I've never been more alive
Make mine a double. I’m back on the fags
I don’t care about my waste. Don’t care if I get crabs
Glue, weed and heroin - try my hand at anything
If it brings me to the brink - what’s this stuff beneath the sink?
Now’s the time to lose my mind, in the moment with no doubt
All the things that I’ve denied, find out what the fuss is all about
Now it’s time to live my life like I’ve never done before
Now I’ve nothing left to lose, it’s time for the last hurrah
Reach for the peak, always dare do, all the things you want to do
It’s always time to take some risks, on your big bastard bucket list
It’s never too late to listen to my bitter-sweet advice
Once you know you’re dying you’ll never be more alive
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7. |
Au Naturel
04:37
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Sat at the café table she’d just given up
Savouring the taste as I drank from her cup
Clocked her at the check-in desk
And again, on the plane
I heard her at reception
But didn’t catch her face
I thought I saw her in the bar
Then jogging on the promenade
Oh, to see her again
I was on a coastal walk away from the town
When I spied a solitary figure, stood down on the beach below
Eyes on stork, I couldn’t believe
What I thought I could see
A goddess, collecting seashells
Walking au naturel
But my trusty binoculars confirmed
This buck-naked beauty, wearing only a smile
I preserved her perfection with my telescopic lens
A tidy 40-something with skin of deepest bronze
Clambering to the shoreline
My heart was beating fast
Removed all my cloths
Then off came my trunks
The warm breeze kissed my penis and dried my sweaty balls
I smeared myself in sunscreen and started my stroll
Wanting to help her find all the parts she couldn’t reach
Just to sit down next to her and keep her company
As I drew near, I sat at a safe distance
Her beauty was almost too much to bear
Her unconcealed body, pure
Unshaven, unadorned
No tan lines
Au naturel
I lay down in the searing heat
Shut my eyes and then I heard my father say,
‘Seize the moment, Ray’
So I start to approach her, I have to go and speak
She turns around and I see myself staring back at me
She smiles at me and says
‘Come in for a swim’
She takes my trembling hand
And gently leads me in
Puts her arms around me
Wraps her legs around my back
Rides me like a jockey
Greatest sex I'll ever have
A shoal of tiny fish
Seemingly hungry for my nutrients
Joined us in the swim
Then I awoke, alone
On the beach
With sand under my foreskin
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8. |
These Chinos
04:36
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These Chinos
These... These Chinos
They no longer fit
A week away without the kids
An emergency escape plan to repair all that’s split
Once a loved-up couple sewing a shared dream
The snags of family life now pulling at the seams
Twill cotton slacks with no pleats
Slightly tapered leg with no crease
Don’t understand just why you’ve packed these
Knees like new but thinning in the seat
Let’s dance, walk hand in hand
Drink wine, pass the time
Play some golf, reclaim our love
Get out of these clothes
These chinos, they no longer fit
The colour’s faded, too tight round the hips
Too many stains, too many loose threads
Have they shrunk or have I put on weight?
Stood in a wardrobe that no longer fits
It’s the ease, the freedom, spontaneity that I miss
A casual jacket, no socks and deck shoes
All things that I would never choose
But worst of all…the trousers…
Twill cotton slacks with no pleats
Slightly tapered leg with no crease
Not the trousers that they used to be
Knees like new but thinning in the seat
We made our dream, hemmed and seamed
Still comfortable but worn too long
I’m afraid that they’re falling apart
It wasn’t meant to be this way
These, these chinos, they no longer fit
The colour’s faded, too tight round the hips
Too many stains, too many loose threads
Have they shrunk or has he put on weight?
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9. |
Only God Knows
03:42
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Going on holiday’s a time for a change
But it’s always the same when we go away
Tears, crossed words, swearing and sweat
And we haven’t left the country yet
Away with the family for a couple of weeks
Me, my wife and all the kids
On our way with no way back
God know how I'm gonna relax
Scrimped and saved to pay for this
Sea and sun and a load of stress
Got to go but I need a shit
God know how I’ll get through this
How’m I gonna get through this?
Don’t eat or drink in the hire car
Cover your mouth when you cough at the salad bar
Cut the bickering and stop acting the fool
Ignore the kids who piss in the pool
Third floor with a beautiful view
But I'm not keen on a family room
How can we do what we want to do?
It doesn’t feel right if they’re in the room
Being away makes me mildly depressed
Stepping off the wheel gives me time to reflect
Is this what I want? Is this what I choose?
Or am I just doing the things that other people do?
Lying on the beach with the rest of humanity
Wondering what I have
I’ve read all the books I had
The latest Dan Brown, Tom Clancy and Andy McNabb
Away with the family for a couple of weeks
Me, my wife and all the kids
On our way with no way back
God know how I'm gonna relax
Scrimped and saved to pay for this
Sea and sun and a load of stress
Got to go but I need a shit
God know how I’ll get through this
God know how I’ll get through this
God know how I’ll get through this
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10. |
Black Bin Bag
04:36
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I mean it this time, Alun
I know you've done it before
You're going to have to leave
I can't take it any more
I need you to listen to me Alun
I knew you’d say that
Of course you can help it
It’s not a medical condition
Don't come on Rhi me
I’m sick of hearing it
Here are your things
They’re all in the bag
How many times have you wet the bed?
How many times have I had to hand wash the sofa cushions?
But this time it's worse, I can’t take it anymore
You used to make me laugh at school - a free spirit they could never tame
Smoking splints in chemistry - a cheeky lad just going his way
Fact is you've never grown up – your only thought is for yourself
Bounding round your universe – can’t care less for anyone else
I know we're here for my 40th but I want a divorce
All your stuff’s in this bag no, you have no choice
Take your stuff, get out – I need a real break
You can sleep on the beach for the rest of the week
The factory’s closed but there's work elsewhere
You haven't lifted a finger for nearly four years
You think the fact you haven't raised your hand to me
Proves you’re a good husband
I don't care what Gary says
The thoughtless gifts, forgotten birthdays
The unpaid bills and the frittered wages
Drunk and disorderly, convicted of affray
The condom that dropped out of me the following day
The leering looks at the baby-sitter
The night at my sister’s when you tried to kiss her
The best man speech, those mis-spelt tattoos
The kids deserve better than a father like you
I just can’t take it anymore
I mean it this time, Alun
I know you've done it before
You're going to have to leave
I can't take it any more
I mean it this time, Alun
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11. |
Long Leash
04:30
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Finally ready for the long leash, a week away from the pack
Two old dogs who are trusted to roam and still come back
A couple of fellas away on their own
They feel like men, but they look like dogs
Well-groomed if a little stiff
No collar but micro-chipped
Jabs up-to-date and socialised
House-trained… most of the time
Regressed back to excitable pups
No one to stop them or pick it up
He’s an alpha male - in his dreams
Always led by his dick
Living life in a fantasy
Where everything’s licked
A fantasy, in a fantasy
You’ve got it… licked
Thinking you’re the head of the pack
When all you want’s your owner’s lap
Belly of food, walks and sleep
Regular strokes, occasional treats
I’ve got the measure of you
Free to roam, free to choose
What you do is up to you
No choke chain or training treat, far away from your owner’s lap
Just keep out of the road and your dick in your pants
It’s high season and the hounds are on heat
Heads to the ground, hot on the scent
Snorting every damp patch they see
In the bar, at the pool, down the beach
Old dogs keen to master new tricks
All-consuming hungers for everything
Meat and veg, fruit and fish
Gobble the lot or lick the dish
He’s an alpha male - in his dreams
Always led by his dick
Living life in a fantasy
Where everything’s licked
A fantasy, in a fantasy
Where you’ve got it… licked
Thinking you’re the head of the pack
When all you want’s your owner’s lap
Belly of food, walks and sleep
Regular strokes, occasional treats
I’ve got the measure of you
Free to roam, free to choose
What you do is up to you
Just suppose
They came onto you
I know what you’d do
You wouldn’t bite off their hand
The tail’d come down
You’d turn in fright
Rush back to the room
With your dick in your hand
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12. |
Odd One Out
03:45
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Alone in the bathroom
They're all lain in there
Jayden is my best friend
And best friend's share
I try not to mind
But I'm not made of wood
I can't join in with them
But I wish I could
(Kian, I need the toilet)
Jayden's girl is Kayleigh
And she is my friend
Sienna is my sweetheart
On whom I can depend
A delicate love that's
Soft to the touch
You offer me everything
But it is too much
What the hell is wrong with me?
What the hell is wrong with me?
They're so happy
But I can't get my funk on
They're all naked
But I've still got my trunks on
Am I selfish, staid and out-of-date?
Emotionally fucked and rather straight?
Friendship with intimacy
This isn’t what I choose
We’re friends and I love you both
But I don’t want to enter you
(Guitar Break)
I stick out, I’m a sore thumb
I don’t want to spoil your fun
But if this is what love means
I’ll go without
Maybe I am the odd one out
Maybe I am the odd one out
Maybe I am the odd one out
Maybe I am the odd one out
I'm the odd one out
I'm the odd one out
I'm the odd one out
I'm the odd one out
The odd won out
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13. |
Hot and Sweaty
03:47
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Left, 2, 3, 4
Right, 2, 3, 4
Up, 2, 3, 4
Down, 2, 3, 4
What the fuck is this for
No, no really, what the hell is this for?
Gerbils on the wheel spinning faster and fast
Where society dictates you should be thinner and thinner
The holiday workout leaves me exhausted
Feeling dizzy and sick and totally inadequate
The boot camp master shouts louder and louder
‘No pain no gain you’ve got to work harder!’
All around me I see the Botox injections
The face lifts and the raised cheekbones
I want to shout, ‘Your head’s in the sand!’
You believe the media, the chapter and verse
You’re running a race you’ll never win
You’re cycling a bike that won’t stop spinning
You’re battling the waves that won’t stop breaking
You’re lifting the weights, your arms are aching
You’re pushing the dumbells, your teeth are straining
You’re climbing the rope and your vertigo is screaming
You’re trying to lose weight, trying to stop the body shaming
Got to get thinner, got to get fitter
Got to be more attractive to my opposite half
Be more toned and show more bones
Have the bulges in only the right places
Keep on spinning but I can’t get off
Keep on spinning but I can’t get off
Keep on spinning but I can’t get off
Keep on spinning but I can’t get off
Who’s that body that I want to be?
Who’s that body that I want to be?
Who’s that body that I want to be?
Who’s that body that I want to be?
That’s the person I want to be
Discipline will make me me
This recipe for insanity
It only feeds your insecurities
Wanting to be like someone else
Is some strange sort of suicide
When you’re looking for someone to love
It’s best you start inside
There is no one better around
And not just for tonight
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14. |
Torn Trunks
03:41
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International business, a foreign deal to be done
Business trip abroad, couple of days in the sun
Seeks and sunglasses, lunch by the sea
Lost in translation, with shape plans debris
4-year contract with no hidden fees
A magnum of champagne, we all feel at ease
Time to celebrate, his spouse is away
The cat is at home, a thousand miles away
Go back to the hotel, get showered and changed
A rare opportunity, where no one knows your name
After the meal and drinks and all the pleasantries
He escapes to act out his fantasies
Hail a taxi to the seedy side of town
Asks the driver where it’s going down
‘If you’re into fetish a club called Whiplash
It’s highly recommended by all the tourists
500 euros for two hours
You’ll get pain, you’ll get shamed, you’ll get tortured
Rubber and leather, and chains and whips
Then golden showers with Miss Dominatrix’
He walks through entrance, slapped 200 on the desk
He said to the receptionist, ‘2 hours of the best’
‘Go up the stairs, the first door on your left’
He entered the room, excited, couldn’t hold his breath
When all of a sudden, swinging down from the ceiling
A kick to the head and with a punch he was reeling
Another lonely businessman, another naughty boy
Her whips and the chains sort the men from the boys
She forced a large orange deep in his mouth
Pinned him to the wall, he couldn’t speak out
With a large knife, cut his chinos and shirt
She got on her knees, torn his trunks with her teeth
She picked up and stick and started some spanking
Cracked her whips and gave him a thrashing
Torn trunks lay down by his ankles
Then came a candle wax, she tightened the shackles
Then came to his surprise a surprise insertion
And to finish with a golden shower for his exertions
She thanked him very much and he left a large tip
She spat ‘put your clothes back on and go back to your wife!’
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15. |
We Are Who We Are
04:24
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Effortless sophistication
(We are who we are)
Working hard for what they’ve got
(Do you know who we are?)
Confident consideration
(We are who we are)
Take the penthouse suite on top
(Do you know who we are?)
Have you seen our luggage?
Have you seen our shades?
Have you seen our private entrance?
Have you seen our maid?
Louis Vuitton luggage
Balenciaga shades
Unobtrusive entrance
And a modern-day slave
I love myself
As you can see
You love my life
And life loves me
Never said aloud but knowing to ourselves
We all deserve the hand we’re dealt
All the subtle signs that speak the truth
We’re just that little bit better than you
Checking in with the office daily
(We are who we are)
Too important to ever really stop
(Do you know who we are?)
Need to stay on top of everything
(We are who we are)
Just to stay on top
(Do you know who we are?)
You wish you were us
Oblivious to the pretence
The irony of your envy is
It's all at your expense
Paid for by mugs like you
With our five buy-to-lets
Our sickening income
Is your gut-wrenching rent
I love myself
As you can see
You love my life
And life loves me
Going self-catered, but we never cook
Can’t live cheek by jowl
With the snouts in the trough
It’s worth paying extra for this break
Chartered trips, massages, water sports
We work hard and deserve what we get
Never said aloud but knowing to ourselves
We all deserve the hand we’re dealt
All the subtle signs that speak the truth
We’re just that little bit better than you
The view up here’s spectacular
(We are who we are)
Surveying everything around
(Do you know who we are?)
But when you’re this high up
(We are who we are)
You can only look down
(Do you know who we are?)
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16. |
Best Friend's Lament
04:25
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Will I see you again?
Become my long-lost friend?
When I go down the aisle
In the morning with a smile
You're my oldest bud - A real kind of love
And my best best man - Who’s your biggest fan
All that we’ve been through - Does she know you like I do?
Wild nights in the park - Wrestling after dark
The beers and the gags - The sharing of mags
On my wedding day - Everything’ll change
I need you at my side - But I’ll be weeping inside
We’ll always be friends - My best friend’s lament
Standing here
After thirty years
Wanting what’s best for you
I’m your best man
But it’s hard to accept
That I’m only ever second best
You’ve got it all
You’ve got it all
My vows on the beach
Your humorous speech
A day full of dreams
It’s all what it seems
To have and to hold - Hold you so close
In sickness and in health - It hurts me inside
For richer, for poorer - The gold-digging bride
From this day forward - I'm left on my own
For better for worse - This is so much worse
To love and to cherish - Or simple forget
‘Til death us do part - She’s torn us apart
My best friend's lament
Standing here
After thirty years
Trying to want what’s best for you
I’m your best man
But it’s hard to accept
That I’m only ever second best
You’ve got it all
You’ve got it all
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17. |
Night Of My Life
04:54
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It started the day we arrived
Noises coming from the guests next door
We’re in a cheap two-star hotel
A room at the back
Over-looking the carpark
We were settling in
I was resting on the bed
My wife unfolding our clothes
Putting them away
At first, we didn’t recognise what it was
A bit of creaking and clattering of furniture
But it was incessant, rhythmical
Then they started to moan
My wife was as stoic as ever
‘They’re only having fun
They’re probably on honeymoon
I won’t hear a thing with my earplugs in’
And she was right, she didn’t, but I did
That night, after we’d retired for the evening
Not long after she’d dropped off, it started again
The wall between us is just so thin
The gasps and grunts and groans
Sounded like a man and a woman
I was pretty sure there were only two
But who's doing what to who?
It seemed to go on for hours and hours and hours...
I just lay there, as annoyed and frustrated as I was titillated,
Next to my wife, knocking one out in the dark
I quickly learnt they didn’t confine themselves to the evenings either
They’d start at any time of the day
Just as we were heading down for breakfast
One day I nipped up after lunch to change my shorts
They were there, at it
The creaking bed, the knock of wood on wall, the cries of ecstasy
People detached from themselves, immersed in each other
But we never saw the couple on the corridor
Sitting at dinner on the final night
I could barely focus on the buffet
It's an all-inclusive, but it doesn't include everything
After, sat in the bar, I wondered if they were there
I could go around the back and see if the light’s on
But I was convinced it would be
Unable to bare it any longer, without even thinking
I did something I've never done
‘I've got a headache, I need to lie… down and sleep
You stay and have another drink, don't worry about me’
Kissing my wife goodnight
My shorts are already getting taut
I think I can hear them as I stand in the lift
But it's all in my head
But they are in, I knew it
I locate the after-sun and then get a grip
But I want more, that’s it
I need to hear better and think of an old trick
Glass to the wall
A window into a world of uninhibited satisfaction
Are they just young?
Are they drunk? Deranged?
They might even be in love?
Maybe it's chemsex?
I'd read it in the papers
I've never been so stiff
If there's a heaven
I think this is what it is
Tonight, they're really going at it, and it’s amplified
But distracted by my other hand, I fumble
The glass falls and shatters on the floor
The world stops for a moment…
But then the practicalities kick in
This plastic cup doesn't work
Shall I get a new glass from the bar?
No, I can’t leave, and the wife might see
Then I turn and my eyes fall on the balcony
Stepping out, I peer around: the curtains slightly open
A chance to see - my pre-ordained destiny
Suddenly, sound’s not enough
And there’s only a small gap between the balconies
Do I need to prepare and plan my approach?
A couple of strokes every now and then
Just to keep things going
Pumps for grip at least
Trunks, temporarily, to keep it safe
That’s it - I’m ready for the greatest night of my life
At last, I leap, but I slip, and I fall
And I’m found in a flower bed in the morning
Stiff as a board
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18. |
Schadenfreude
04:31
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Schadenfreude, schadenfreude, schadenfreude, schadenfreude !
Can you believe our luck?
You couldn’t make it up
Sure I booked a double
But now we have a twin
We both deserve a break
One foreign trip away
But the seven-day forecast
Is only clouds and rain
Airline has lost our bags
Forgot the duty-free fags
Hoping to get some shags
But she’s in a mood
Laying down on our beds
Whoever cleaned this place?
The duvet has crusty stains
And smells of fried food
Went on the balcony
Seeking tranquillity
But scaffold and hairy arse
Is all that I see
Thought things were looking up
When the sun started coming up
We went and bought some trunks
And lay in the sun
On sunbeds
They lay in the sun
Then suddenly
A familiar voice
A voice
That nagged him to death
No mistake
The voice of his ex-wife
The bitch took him to the cleaners
Got custody of their children
Half his salary and his pension
Then she taps him on the shoulder and say ‘Hi’
Schadenfreude, schadenfreude, schadenfreude, schadenfreude !
I had to double take
She’d lost a lot of weight
Looked happy and content
With her new bloke
Of all the fucking places
In all the fucking world
My ex-wife and her man
In the same fucking hotel
I want to check out now
Find a new hotel now
Anywhere but here right now
Just away from this hell
She sneered ‘Is she with you?’
‘The one with the big tattoos?’
‘The topless one with the thong?’
I said, ‘What’s wrong with you?’
Girlfriend squared up to her
Barked, ‘Stop dogging me up’
‘Lookin’ down your nose at me’
She suddenly grabs her by the hair
It all started kicking off
Can you believe my luck?
I just want an easy life
In the midst of a cat fight
Sprawled on sunbeds
They fight in the sun
The moans
Of a familiar voice
A voice
That nagged him to death
No mistake
The moans of his ex-wife
The bitch took him to the cleaners
Got custody of their children
Half his salary and his pension
Then she taps him on the shoulder and say ‘Hi’
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19. |
Hand, Foot & Finger
04:45
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That’s it
It’s just another day
But it’s the final day
I hope you’ve had a good week
How much food?
How much drink?
How many views?
How much did you get?
How much fun did you have?
How much sand did you find?
It’s time to put your top back on
Sun’s out but it’s somehow not the same
Still shining with its luminescent brilliance
But clouds are gathering in the distance
It won’t be long ‘til you’re back in the shade
It may be invisible
But it’s there still the same
We clip your ticket
We drive your coach
We load your luggage
We take your coat
We make the bed
Plump up the cushions
Polish the fittings
Straighten the curtains
Fold the toilet roll
Change the towels
We scrub the sink
Descale the shower
We promise the earth
And always deliver
Here to serve you
Hand, foot and finger
Hand me a gun, put a stop to this
Who foots the bill of this temporary bliss?
Do with your fingers whatever you wish
Hand foot and finger – pass me the knife
The week’s nearly done
It’s the final day
Soon they’ll be gone
And it’ll start again
I know the cause of your toilet blockage
She’s seen what’s in your bin
You can’t hide your wi-fi usage
We know exactly where you’ve been
The barman sees you like a drink
But it’s just between you and him
The maître d' accommodates your special diet
Understands how you keep so thin
There’s a slight chill in the air
We’re heading towards the end of season
Feeling weary but still not beaten
You still don’t know we’re there
We may be invisible - But we know your secrets
We pick up shit
Eradicate stains
De-leaf the pool
Rod out your drains
Speaking English
Organising trips
Offering nibbles
Pouring you drinks
We make your meals
We wash the dishes
We polish the floor
We empty the bins
We serve you lunch
We serve you dinner
We wait on you
Hand foot and finger
Pass me the gun, put a stop to this
Who foots the bill of this bronze-coloured mess?
Do with your fingers whatever you wish
The barber cuts your hair but his fingers smell of piss
Saturday comes
And it's all change
They think they're so different
But they're all the same
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20. |
Answers On A Postcard
05:30
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An ‘oliday for me
Is all about the lager
The women, the sun and the sand
Oh yeah, and the food, yeah
Well it’s all about getting away from work
Spending time together as a family
Trying new things, embracing new cultures
Seeking experiences that one never gets at home
Are we right?
Or are we wrong?
Living life?
Or playing along?
Should we stay?
Or should we go?
Board a plane?
Or never go home?
Run away?!
Or face the facts?
Keep on papering?
Or fill the cracks?
So many questions
So many reasons
The place called home
The changing seasons
When you’ve found the solutions
Put your answers on a postcard
And in that moment of clarity
Lift your head and follow your heart
Don’t trot out the truth that’s handed down to you
Or taken from a book or the girl from Thomas Cook
‘Cause the things that they preach are their make-believe
And putting petrol in a diesel won’t take you far
On the edge
Of a cliff
Should you leap
Or play it safe?
In this world
What is our place?
Find our path?
Or accept our fate?
Is it chance?
Can we change?
Wrestle the controls?
Or leave it too late?
Live on the grid?
Or disconnect?
Travel alone?
Or go with friends?
We’ve all got baggage
We can’t escape
Do we flee in fear?
Or turn to face?
Fight the fight!
For what you want
Sod those who say
It can’t be done
As Isaac said
‘Do Your Thing’
Lift your fists
And start to swing
When you’ve found the solutions
Put your answers on a postcard
And in that moment of clarity
Lift your head and follow your heart
When you find the voice deep inside
Then write the answers on a postcard
The voices of love, the voices of trust
Put your answers on the postcard
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